Loneliness is very easily magnified in celebratory crowds especially when they consist of happy couples and countdown parties on new year's eve are a prime example where sadness in people just gets worse. On 31 December 1999 I needed an outlet for my depression and so I wrote this song. 15 years on when I hear this song again on the same day, those emotions back then still manage to get to me. Fortunately I am now in a much better position, happily married and all. I guess being steadfast and holding on to the same dream relentlessly did pay off in the end.
Here's to a fabulous year ahead. Happy 2015.
[一千年的美梦]
词 / 曲 : 锦泉
听寂寞的钟填补心里的洞
听孤单的风带来一丝寒冻
耳边熙熙攘攘喧哗闹众
听自己呼吸最感动
看灿烂烟火炫耀心里的孔
看赤裸夜空带来无限的痛
眼前无数身影放肆晃动
看自己泪水眼底涌
一千年的美梦
換来的只有痛
过了今夜
过了这一秒我还会剩什么
一千年去匆匆
我无法回头
为何末日没有来让一切告终
快答应自己 从今要好好地活
就算从明日起 痛会历历如昨
来重新编制一个美梦
日子还是一样要过
[A Dream of a Thousand Years]
Listen to the lonesome ticking of the clock as the sound fills the emptiness in my heart
Listen to the solitary wind bringing a little chill
Listen to the noise from the crowd beside my ears
Listen to the sound of my breaths which touches me the most
Look at the brilliance of the fireworks highlighting the hole in my heart
Look at the naked sky a moment later bringing unending pain
Look at the countless swaying shadows in front of me
Look at the tears welling in my eyes
A dream of a thousand years
In exchange for nothing else but heartache
After this very second at the end of the night
What would I be left with
A thousand years so fleeting
Giving me no time to look back
Why did doomsday not arrive
To put an end to everything
Tell yourself that from now on you shall live your life well
Even though the pain tomorrow will be like yesterday
And make yourself another dream
For life still goes on
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