Saturday, December 31, 2022
FIFO life 2022 / Musical journey (148)
Wednesday, November 30, 2022
Musical journey (147)
Following the announcement that Section 377A of the Penal Code will be repealed in Singapore in August as mentioned in this post, it's officially been repealed yesterday! 29th November 2022 shall be the most important date in Singapore's gay history and to be honest, should be a day for the whole community or even country to celebrate annually in the future, like a gay public holiday.
One of the biggest reasons for my leaving Singapore is the fact that I couldn't live an honest life there and I wasn't patient enough to wait as I believed I won't be afforded equal rights in my lifetime. Fast forward 14 years and there's this first step in the right direction. Granted it's progress, it's still evident that things are moving too slowly. As an indication of how slow it's been, the history around 377A since its inception in 1938 when Singapore was still under British rule is neatly summarised in this article.
Unless there's an extremely unlikely chance of exponential development from here on, I wouldn't consider moving back. This is especially because the Constitution will be amended to protect the definition of marriage as between a man and a woman from legal challenges i.e. my marriage with Ision will never be recognised in Singapore.
Ever since coming out in my early twenties, I felt increasing alienation in my home country. My way of thinking, though absolutely normal to myself, was seen as too fringe and radical by society. My sense of self was so strong that there was no way I could find my identity in Singapore. Interestingly, if I were born in this age where people lived on social media, I'm not sure if I'd still make the same decision of leaving because social media could be a legitimate refuge.
This month's musical post is a new composition celebrating my sense of identity in today's world where I urge everyone to not blindly follow anyone or any movement. As views become more polarised, it's important for one to stay true to oneself and be mindful of echo chambers so you don't get trapped in them. Listen to your own voice and let that be the truth. This song mixes English and Chinese lyrics and has many of the elements of my past works all combined into one neat package which I'm pretty happy with. Tell me what you think!
[我不要比]
你的照骗修到你不像人
只活在网路里,寻觅欢喜
这只是 make-believe
装神弄鬼,自欺欺人而已
Please let yourself breathe
You'll see life
其实可以很容易
我不要比, I just wanna be 自己
不费吹灰之力
表里如一, you get what you see
你不高兴, 我才懒得去理
活在我影子里,不必得意
要抑制 jealousy
我劝你还是早一点放弃
Please set yourself free
You'll thank me
放飞自我翱翔万里
我不要比, I just wanna beat 自己
就是那么臭屁
知己知彼, I am my enemy
势均力敌, 打得才会过瘾
You wanna be woke, don't wanna be broke
If you don't do a thing, you're nothing but a joke
Fake tan, fake news, fake friends, fake tush
Have faith in yourself and let that be the truth
你是否还在犹豫,是否还在考虑
自我怀疑扰乱了情绪
牛鬼上帝蛇神帮不了你
因为凡事都得靠自己
我不要比, I just wanna be 自己
不费吹灰之力
表里如一, you get what you see
你不高兴, 我才懒得理
我不要比, I just wanna beat 自己
就是那么臭屁
知己知彼, I am my enemy
不到最后, 不知谁会胜利
[Don't Wanna Compare]
Photoshopping your pics till you don't resemble a human
What's the point
Living only online looking for happiness
This is only make-believe
Your pretending to be someone else fools no one but yourself
Please let yourself breathe
You'll see life can actually be very simple
I don't wanna compare
I just wanna be myself
It requires no effort
Identical inside and out
You get what you see
I don't care if you're not happy
Living in my shadow
You shouldn't be proud
You need to control your jealousy
Take my advice and quit sooner than later
Please set yourself free
You'll thank me
Let your sense of self soar
I don't wanna compare
I just wanna beat myself
Yeah, I'm that cocky
Knowing myself and my foe
I am my enemy
It only means something if you fight one as strong as yourself
You wanna be woke, don't wanna be broke
If you don't do a thing, you're nothing but a joke
Fake tan, fake news, fake friends, fake tush
Have faith in yourself and let that be the truth
Are you still hesitating or still considering
Allowing self-doubt to affect your mood
Demons, gods or Jesus Christ can't help you
Because you can only depend on yourself
I don't wanna compare
I just wanna be myself
It requires no effort
Identical inside and out
You get what you see
I don't care if you're not happy
I don't wanna compare
I just wanna beat myself
Yeah, I'm that cocky
Knowing myself and my foe
I am my enemy
You won't know the victor until the end
Monday, October 31, 2022
Musical journey (146)
Hello to you all on the eve of my 44th birthday here in the highlands of Papua New Guinea! Yes yes, I know I'm ancient! 👴👴👴
Work is same old same old crazy but what's disappointing is although there's some beefing up of security, work at the remote sites are at a standstill and is slowly affecting my plant. You see, 4 employees were kidnapped while I was on break and the hostages were only released after 6 days. Perhaps these changes in security protocols need a much longer time to fully implement especially in such a challenging area, so I'll be patient, much like how I need to be waiting for the new organisational chart to be finalised.
I was told this security incident was due to the age-old issue of locals being owed land payments that have nothing to do with the company but seeing that the employees are there, they're used as leverage. I hope I don't ever become a victim. This is why expatriates working there are paid that salary because of such risks, amongst other hardships they have to endure like poor living conditions and long periods away from family.
My current hitch is a slightly longer one as I have 3 days of training in Port Moresby at the end so there's plenty of hotel buffet food to look forward to. Frankly I'd rather go home earlier as I don't really need those extra calories plus "God of War: Ragnarok" would be waiting for me to play. I seriously hope they'll fork out the overtime payment, like what they have "promised". I might also try to shift that training to a later session that suits my roster better (I need to talk to my manager about that).
Speaking about my manager, in the new organisational structure, I no longer report to my current managers but I was told that it's still "business as usual". Erm... how can it be "business as usual" when the entire reporting line is changed?! Well, we shall see. I was told the new organisational chart will be out tomorrow but I'm certainly not holding my breath for that!
And now it's topless KTV time again! This month features a number from my all-time favourite singer Faye Wong titled "你在终点等我" or "You're Waiting for Me at the Finish Line", and is the soundtrack from the 2016 Chinese movie "从你的全世界路过". What drew me to this song were the first 2 verses which sound really heavenly the way Faye sang it—listen for yourself here.
Now that there's absolutely no COVID restrictions remaining in Australia (not even the need to self-isolate if tested positive), I think it's time to plan a topless KTV recording session back home sometime as I'm dying to show some flesh again as summer approaches (the previous posts can be found here: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7) but I need to lean up first! I wonder how many people actually post clips like that on YouTube. I for one have not seen any yet so let me know if you have.
Thursday, September 29, 2022
Musical journey (145)
You know I've been wanting to go home yet can't find enough motivation? This problem is unfortunately getting worse. As a person who is not into travelling, the COVID restrictions and the fact that I already fly frequently for work are all contributing factors to this lethargy. The "final nail in the coffin" is the high prices as everyone wants to travel to Singapore now that there's no more quarantine requirements. Scoot, a budget airline, can charge more than a thousand bucks one way!
Regardless of how much I miss Singapore food and my mum, I just can't find the energy to go, especially now that work has changed the charter flight schedules yet again, thereby creating uncertainty around my rotational dates.
Coincidentally (or maybe ironically), many years ago, I wrote a song about wanting to return home (figuratively). That was a time when there were constant family quarrels as I struggled with issues of coming out at the same time. In the song, I wrote about the home that I remembered where everything was rosy. That was when I was young and still naive and it was growing up and the realisation that the real world was so cruel that killed the image of that warm loving home.
Fast forward 23 years, I've now refreshed that song with a new tune and it's time to take you on this musical journey for September 2022. Enjoy!
[回想 • 回家]
想回到过去
那温馨的画
每一次想到这里泪水
让我回家 回家
回到我原来那个家
那是个最美丽的地方
我当时为何没珍惜它
我要回家 回家
我不惜付出任何代价
事实总是催人成长
也不要这么快长大
那是个什么
那时候我们活得多愉快
我不忍目睹
我心里却深深地明了
让我回到从前的家
[Missing Home • Returning Home]
More than ten years pass in a blink
I want to go back to that time
But I am in a foreign land
And I cannot return
That warm and loving portrait
Now faded and worn
When I think back
Tears always fall uncontrollably
Let me return home
That is the most beautiful place
Where there is no worry and sadness
Why did I not treasure it in the past
Let me return home
I am willing to pay any price in return
The truth has forced me to mature
But I would rather return home
And not grow up so fast
I wonder what that period is
When we lived so happily
Alas good times never last
I cannot bear to see
The mistake in front of my eyes
I now understand deep in my heart
How coldly cruel the real world is
Please let me return to the home I remember
Sunday, August 28, 2022
Musical journey (144)
The Singapore government has announced this month that 377A will be repealed thereby decriminalising consensual sex between adult males!!! As someone who has spent his ten adult post-coming out years being a criminal, this is something worth celebrating. Although the constitution will now be changed to not allow the definition of marriage to be altered (i.e. will remain as between one man and one woman *yawn*), we should not be disheartened as the repeal of 377A has shown us that nothing can't be successfully challenged and that the autocratic government can indeed change. And like what the pic says—let's now aim for the sky and start our fight for our right to get married just like everyone else!
I'm now almost halfway into my 6th PNG rotation and winter is coming to a close back in Melbourne so I look forward to wearing less when I get home. I also tend to venture outdoors more when the weather gets warmer (even at night! 😅). That includes outdoor "fun" if you catch my drift. 😉 But that will have to wait as I'm stuck here at work where there's still as much uncertainty in the air as the time of my last post. I think things will get better only towards the end of the year but I'm not holding my breath as we all know how slow progress usually is post-merger/acquisition when it comes to changes to people and systems.
Talking about end of the year, many say that property prices will be at their lowest then (due to interest rate rises aimed at curbing inflation) but I never trust such predictions, not after economists foresaw a pandemic-driven drop in property prices (the opposite happened). In the meantime, I hope interest rates continue to rise to grow my nest egg. Seeing that I no longer have the goal of an early retirement (I'd be bored then) and I have no kids to provide for, I don't really need that much money to take on unnecessary risks. You see, I'm a very non-typical Asian as my only "investment" is savings in the bank.
That being said, the next major change in my life will be when Ision and I eventually move to the house that we'd be settling in for the long haul. My life now is really flat-lining in terms of excitement and you can tell by my blog posts (or a lack thereof). Although I've always said that I crave stability and a routine lifestyle, I'm starting to wonder what I should do in life other than to continue working, earning and saving. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that (I still love saving a lot) but maybe a little change might do me good?
Perhaps these questions stem from what we call a mid-life crisis since I'm at that age. This is such a good subject for a song too (* noting this down on my spreadsheet * 😊). I guess the thing that will never change is my passion for song-writing. That's my creative avenue to relieve stress and boredom, and I'm fortunate to have this in my life. I just shared my creations with more of my colleagues yesterday and they all loved my music! This month's musical post is a cute Mandarin composition on how much a husband wants his wife to stop nagging. This is a perfect summary of many straight long-term couples and thank goodness Ision and I don't have this problem. Leave a comment if you love this number!
[碎碎念]
懒得去费力气反驳
只会嘮叨啰嗦
不翻下白眼会难过
公事已够繁琐
回家竟还不能摆脱
亲爱的 哦 拜托
休息一下明天再说
是非八卦无法躲
谁跟谁睡
一句接一句
关小声点
哦 不要再碎碎念
别去想那么多
反正也没想要逃脱
选择一起生活
只怪抗压能力太弱
当初犹如花朵
若没感情怎能渡过
亲爱的听我说
但请你饶了我耳朵
一句接一句
开车慢点
哦 不要再碎碎念
为何不能少管我
耐不了你
哦 神啊救救我
[Nagging]
The more you say, the more mistakes you make
But I'm lazy to talk back
Your droning and long-windedness
Is even worse than old women
If I don't roll my eyes, I'll feel upset
Work is already so burdensome
After being at the mercy of others' demands
I can't even shake that when I come home
Honey, oh please
I beg you to not bother me
Take a break and continue tomorrow
Can't avoid the gossiping
Who's sleeping with whom
Heartbreaks and breakdowns
Who have had too much plastic surgery
One sentence after another
Battery never once low
Turn it down
Drink less
Oh, please stop the nagging
Don't think too much
Tolerate a little longer and it'll all pass
Since you're not planning to leave anyway
My choosing to live together
Is me choosing torture
Blame my poor ability to withstand stress
You used to be a flower
But now you're no longer good-looking
If there weren't love, how could we have survived
Honey, please listen to me
I love you, don't get me wrong
But please have mercy on my ears
One sentence after another
The machine gun never stops
Drive slower
Clean faster
Oh, please stop the nagging
Why can't you leave me alone
I can't stand you and I'm getting crazy
Oh god, please save me
Thursday, July 28, 2022
Musical journey (143)
Looks like the announcement of that "major good news" in my last post was made perhaps a tad premature. My company is undergoing huge organisational changes and although such changes can uncover new opportunities, things are a little too uncertain. There's still a chance that I'll get what I want but I'd have to wait till the dust settles a bit before I can really see clear enough to make my next move. Hope my patience doesn't run out!
Winter is the season to be sluggish at home and grow some fat cells. Because it can get so cold sometimes, it makes you not want to leave the house. That being said, I still stay steadfast to my exercise regimen i.e. twice weights and twice cardio a week. I know my body well enough to know that I can quite easily get back into the shape I want and continuing to keep fit is key to the ease of these bodily transitions.
Without a new game to play after the completion of "Elden Ring", my time vegetating at home is spent writing songs and watching YouTube videos. I have an extremely boring and predictable life and I don't dislike it. I guess our partners do influence us to a large extent. If Ision were an outdoorsy person, I'm sure I'll be spending a lot more time in the sun with him (by the way the sun a.k.a wrinkle-giver is his mortal enemy). Anyway, now that I'm back on a 4/4 rotation, my break is shorter and so that's all the more cause to enjoy my time doing absolutely nothing.
Another reason why not venturing out is a good idea is because COVID is once again spreading here in Melbourne. Although I'm eligible for a second booster, I don't think I'll get it unless my company mandates it which is unlikely. This is because of the side effects I always suffer with COVID jabs and I don't yet see the benefits of getting the fourth vaccine compared to that. I hope travelling is not once again made difficult by this virus as that will add a whole lot more pain flying to and from work.
Speaking about flying, I do miss Singapore but having not travelled for leisure for so long (since COVID started), I feel really ambivalent about going home even though I miss my mum and the food so much. Money is not a factor at all, I just need a strong reason to book that air ticket and I'm still looking for it.
Another thing I miss is busking in Singapore and now that busking is once again allowed, perhaps this can be one of the draws for me to make that trip. This month's musical journey is a cover of "菊花台" (original by Jay Chou 周杰倫). This was recorded when I was busking with my sister during my last Singapore visit in 2020 (other posts in this busking series are here: 1 2 3). Hope you like it.
Thursday, June 30, 2022
Musical journey (142)
A quarter into my fifth PNG hitch marking the end of the first half of the year, this is me again lodging another blog entry. Sometimes I ask myself why am I still doing this and if anyone is really looking at the things I post. I then quickly realise that I'm now only doing this for myself (it wasn't like that when I first started this blog). This re-iterative process seems obvious but I do need this mental loop now and again as a reminder.
By the way, there's MAJOR good news at work, however I think it's too early to reveal details but WATCH THIS SPACE!!!
As the world continues to opens up as COVID numbers and inflation figures climb, we're now on the home stretch in the year that just arrived moments ago. I'm glad that there's now global acceptance of "necessary deaths" when it comes to COVID and that we can move on as a civilisation. I'm also happy (unlike many) with high inflation as it means interest rates will rise (which benefits frugal and conservative investors like me who rely on bank deposits). I just hope the stock market performs better as recent crashes adversely impacted my superannuation fund (like many others in the country).
Also, now that I'm back on the normal 4/4 rotation (with pesky PCR tests requirements being history), I can start to plan for trips back to Singapore (I'll book the tickets the next time I see cheap flights that suit my schedule). I've been watching a lot of street food videos on Facebook and boy do I miss Singapore food. It's also high time I see my mum who is one of the two most important people in my life (no prizes for guessing who the other person is).
I've been gaming through almost all of my last break and now that "Elden Ring" (i.e. the most difficult and frustrating game for me to date) is completed, I think I'd be able to socialise more for my next one (the upcoming game I'll be indulging in will only be released in October). Gaming can be scary as it consumes me once I start and I even neglect my other passion of song-writing which is something I need to get back to.
Although I've not produced new completed compositions lately, I do have a lot of recorded pieces that I've not posted yet and I'll be sharing one of them today. This one titled "That's Why" is a fictional love story that writes of unrequited love as the protagonist stubbornly stays in the "friends zone" hoping that one day the love of his life will change his mind. I've written this to be a commercial piece and it can be fun doing that sometimes. I also recently discovered that there's another song using the same tune. Have a listen to mine and then his (link here) and then let me know who you think did it better.
[That's Why]
I don't want to be your friend
But I don't wanna be foolish and let this end
I just want you to hold my hand
Should I or should I not keep up the pretence
Please don't tell me you're not worthy
'Cos we both know it ain't true
Please stay the night
'Cos no one kisses like you do
Help
I am crashing deeper into this spiralling madness
I can't let this die
Even when my falling tears know it's time
To say goodbye
I'll never let go
I don't know why
Help
Someone save me from this never ending pain and darkness
Or let me savour this bittersweet and everlasting sadness
I'm tired but I'll die
Holding onto something
I know will never be mine
'Cos I love him
That is why
That is why I try
That's how I get by
That is why I cry
This is how I'll die
Tuesday, May 31, 2022
Musical journey (141)
Now halfway through my break, I'm back in cold Melbourne, one day before winter but already feeling the deep freeze. This is not a complaint though as I'm super glad to have left PNG before plant start-up which now has been successfully completed (see this post for some of the issues I had to deal with before I left for my break). We'll see how much cleaning up remains when I head back towards the end of next month.
Fortunately, we finally go back to a 4/4 rotation and I hope it stays that way. Now that the plant shutdown is over, I'm also expecting a whole slew of organisational changes and redundancies to sweep across the company due to a recent acquisition. I've been told site personnel will not be affected and I do believe that's true but you never know with these things. Fingers crossed I guess.
This is just a short post as there hasn't been much changes happening. I'm still a hermit (even more so during winter) and still gaming (now playing the very difficult but interesting "Elden Ring"). I've also written some new songs and they are waiting to be recorded (I'll aim to have them completed before I head back to work).
This month's musical post features the next topless KTV clip (the previous posts are here: 1 2 3 4 5 6). In this clip, you'll hear me covering Taiwanese singer 張韶涵 (Angela Chang)'s "还" which means "return". Her songs are always a challenge but this album is really good and that's why I picked this to cover. Enjoy!
Saturday, April 30, 2022
Musical journey (140)
Work is super crazy at the moment on site with the total plant shutdown in full swing. There are non-stop issues emerging everyday due to inadequate consultation with the end users (i.e. us) during the design phase of the projects we are executing during the shutdown and very poor planning. I was expecting this from what I've seen during normal operations but it's much worse than expected. The situation has now literally imploded and has laid bare the process inefficiencies, work silos and people's ineptitude we've always put up with. Oh, and the constant finger-pointing is truly getting on my nerves!
This is also the time when people show their true colours, be it offensive and unprofessional behaviour when under stress or real technical prowess when called to solve problems within unrealistic time frames. I have encountered and put up with the former whilst exhibiting the latter. I'd say I'm coping rather well despite the even longer working hours and the inevitable fatigue (we're not allowed to take our entitled time off). I still have a little less than two weeks to slog through this messy frenzy and I know what I'd say for sure if they asked me to extend my current hitch to cover plant start up!
When I do get time off on site, I always write a new song and this has become a great new habit of mine to decompress and do something that's as detached from work as possible. This month's musical journey features a song I wrote years ago when I was still desperate to find someone to settle down with in Singapore after having just came out. I was young and impatient then so there was a lot of rushing and me being overly-eager and hence failures. Feeling increasingly disillusioned and depressed, this song was born.
Looking back, I've actually not changed much as I'm still that person who believes in love albeit my version of love is now extremely different. You see, I've only really had two real relationships i.e. one with Greg (may he R.I.P.) and one with my husband—tell me how that's not being true to love (me and hubby will hit our 15-year anniversary in less than a week's time). I'm a million times more mellow now and so I can never write with such angst again. I hope you'll like this creative outburst of a painful longing for love, a feeling I'll (gladly) never experience again.
[圈里]
不知从何涌起
干枯疲乏的心
让蠢蠢欲动的心
尘封已久的灵魂
我浑身颤抖
慢慢习惯
慢慢跟随着常理
走进这圈里
看见的只是生机
一个接一个的
但很快地
捷径途中只有死胡同
一个接一个的
不知从何涌起
一股力量冲向心里
但在镜子面前
又像从前一样懦弱起来
一面镜子就让我
丢了刚找到的自信
怎能又留在圈里
又能从框子逃出来
我浑身流动的
是劲
是喜
是自由
我已分不清
走进这圈里
看见的只是生机
一个接一个的
但很快地
捷径途中只有死胡同
一个接一个的
急性的我又怎能在
负数边缘从零开始呢
不起眼的我只能张大眼
继续盲目地越陷越深
我仍在圈里
日夜招呼着过客
一个接一个的
却不断地在汪洋中
一对接一对的
[In the Scene]
I don't know where it surged from
This wave of electricity straight to my core
This shrivelled heart full of fatigue
Started beating with this pulsating energy
Allowing this heart bent on making trouble
To breathe all this new-found courage in
My soul long covered with dust
Could finally let the sunlight in
My whole body trembling
Gradually adjusting
Gradually following the rules of this world
Stepping into the scene
All I see are opportunities
One after another
But very quickly
While taking shortcuts
I see only dead ends
One after another
I don't know where it surged from
This wave of power straight to my core
But in front of the mirror
I'm back to being
Weak and cowardly again
If a mere mirror
Could destroy this new-found confidence
How can I stay in the scene
And still be able to escape from this restrictive world
Is my whole body overrun with
Vigour
Joy
Or freedom
I can no longer tell
Stepping into the scene
All I see are opportunities
One after another
But very quickly
While taking shortcuts
I see only dead ends
One after another
How can the impatient me
Start moving from the negative towards zero
The unremarkable me can only open my eyes wider
And continue to blindly sink deeper
I'm still in the scene
Entertaining passers-by day and night
One after another
While endlessly afloat in the ocean
Looking at the docking ships
One pair after another
Sunday, March 27, 2022
Musical journey (139)
I'm in my final few days before I head back to work and I must say I'm quite happy with how my break went this time. Of course other than the fact that I didn't contract COVID (I did have my booster a week ago), it had a good balance of gaming (completed "Horizon: Forbidden West", socialising (made a new friend from a nudist event), song-writing (recorded three previously-written pieces and one new one, all with very interesting concepts), partying (*ahem* I guess I can't say too much here 😉), belated Chinese New Year home hotpotting (Ision and I so need to do this more), and even partook in home-improvement (we now have a new wardrobe in our bedroom).
Before I return to work mode dealing with handovers, packing, PCR tests and other painful reminders that my break is ending, here's a quick musical post featuring a cover of a great song by 薛之谦 (Joker Xue), a singer/song-writer from China (my previous covers of his are here and here). This song is titled "我好像在哪见过你" which directly translates to "I Think I Have Met You Somewhere Before". There are a few singers whose new albums I have to download the moment they're released and he's one of those singers.
My next post will be from PNG most likely during one of the biggest events on site i.e. a major plant shutdown so I hope hiccups are kept to a minimum (oh there will be some if not many, I assure you). Till then, enjoy!
Monday, February 14, 2022
Musical journey (138)
Today is a day worth celebrating and that's not only because I'm going home for six weeks after my third hitch in PNG but it's also Valentine's Day. COVID has made the world a lonelier place and although as an introvert who's married I'm not that affected, I can imagine loads of singles out there struggling. As a fellow "struggler" for many years, I can totally understand that pain.
Hence amidst the doom and gloom out there, this month's musical offering is positive and bright. It writes of a magical love story right from the start when boy meets boy in a bar. They dance and they drink and they fall madly in love. What follows is a passionate time in bed which is when both parties know they've found the one.
This is not a fairy tale as there are many lasting relationships that begin with a simple "how are you". So for those still fighting the good fight, don't give up and you'll too find it one day. Just remember that starting a relationship is the easy part, it's the compromise and sacrifice that come next that's hard but that's what keeps it going.
On this hallmark holiday, from the Sydney Domestic Airport, I wish all of you a Happy Valentine's Day as I head home to my bear bear for lots and lots of blissful snuggling!
[My Lucky Day]
Slow down a little, I'm going too fast
If I don't chill, I'm not gonna last
Gotta learn from my mistakes of past
Damn he's so beautiful
But what if I'm just being delusional
And what if he says no
Across the floor, he's looking my way
Gotta stand tall, is this my lucky day
Like an emoji, I crack a smile on my face
He didn't run for the door, he's coming my way
Never before, I've turned into prey
And with "how are you", he has made my day
One G & T, turned into three
A little tipsy, those big round eyes are making me
O-M-G
So wanna take him home
But I don't know if he is attached or alone
I need to give him my number to phone
There on the floor, lit by laser rays
Under mirror balls, locked in a tight embrace
Heartbeats caught in a magical race
Kiss me some more, he gladly obeys
All else ignored, our cares fade away
Spin me around as the night turns into day
We're still not close enough somehow
I want you in me right now
To make love, not just a mindless plough
I'll show you what heaven's all about
Look into my eyes, our bodies entwined
Straight to your heart as your love touches mine
Two souls merge into one, we're reaching new highs
Now you are mine, and I'm a part of your life
Everything's never been so right
Sunday, January 30, 2022
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