It's my third day back after Rotation #23 and this break, I'm going to take it really easy as I've had too much "excitement" with the Singapore flu trip. I've since picked up all the weight lost during that bout of illness but I don't care, and that's how chill I want my next 3 or so weeks to be. I'll share some of the pics from that trip soon.
What I'll do during this time though is join Uber One, play "Split Fiction" with Ision, start watching "The Last of Us (Season 2)" and go yum cha. Sounds immensely boring? As you grow older, you will realise that relaxing "me time" is truly priceless. This is especially so because of my "day job" where I have to constantly deal with people, hence I need 4 weeks of not doing that for every 4 weeks of being inflicted with them.
My life right now may seem unbearably plain to some, but if that's my choice, who's to say that's not the perfect life? Just like this month's musical post, it's all about acceptance of reality and living your life happy knowing that you did it your way. In this composition, even though walking away from a break-up is tough, when your mind is made up, you can leave easy, and anything your ex does will make no difference.
If you ask me, that's how all of you should live your lives.
[没差]
这样算不算失败
说实在 早就该离开 没结局的偶像剧谁爱
演来演去还没完 无法再瞎掰
钟摆 动得越来越厉害
一分一秒地在看我能忍耐
你的借口多久不被憋坏
不能继续再依赖
你的不理不睬 我的置身事外
It is time to say goodbye
心已麻木啦 人不管在哪 都没差
你也放下吧 不用再害怕 再装傻
我的那些衣服还留在你家
要回去拿还是不拿
都没差
醒不来 睁不开 眼睛最好没哭坏
这样算不算失败
说实在 早就该离开 没结局的偶像剧谁爱
演来演去还没完 无法再瞎掰
钟摆 动得越来越厉害
一分一秒地在看我能忍耐
你的借口多久不被憋坏
不能继续再依赖
你的不理不睬 我的置身事外
It is time to say goodbye
早已太迟啦 要留或放下 都没差
再拖拖拉拉 互相残杀 不是办法
只要下一次遇见能不尴尬
就算被你斥被你骂
都没差
鼓起勇气 分手吧
说对不起 就够啦
好一点对他 多一点爱他
最后这滴泪才能蒸发
这样才潇洒
心已麻木啦 人不管在哪 都没差
劝你还是放弃吧 不用再害怕 再装傻
我的那些衣服还留在你家
要回去拿还是不拿
都没有差
早已太迟啦 要留或放下 都没差
再这样拖拖拉拉 互相残杀 不是办法
只要下一次遇见能不尴尬
就算被你斥被你骂
都没差
[No Difference]
Can't open my eyes
They better not be damaged with all the crying
Does this count as failure
Should have left a long time ago
No one loves soap operas with no ending
Lots of never-ending acts
With nothing left to bullshit
The pendulum starting to swing more vigorously
Every minute and second
Finding out how long I can tolerate
Your excuses before I suffocate
We should stop depending on
Your cold shoulder
And my going on as if nothing is wrong
It is time to say goodbye
When the heart is numb
There is no difference where I am
You should let go too
So as not to be afraid
And you do not have to pretend anymore
Those clothes still left at yours
Whether or not I go get them
No longer makes any difference
Can't wake
Can't open my eyes
They better not be damaged with all the crying
Does this count as failure
Honestly speaking
Should have left a long time ago
No one loves soap operas with no ending
Lots of never-ending acts
With nothing left to bullshit
The pendulum starting to swing more vigorously
Every minute and second
Finding out how long I can tolerate
Your excuses before I suffocate
We should stop depending on
Your cold shoulder
And my going on as if nothing is wrong
It is time to say goodbye
It has long been too late
So whether you stay or leave
Makes no difference
Continuing to drag on
And harming each other
Is not the way out
As long as it is not awkward the next time we meet
You can scold me for all you want
As it makes no difference
Pluck up the courage to break-up
Just you saying sorry is enough
Treat him better
And love him more
Only then can my last teardrop vaporise
This way I can leave easy
When the heart is numb
There is no difference where I am
My advice is for you to give this up
So as not to be afraid
And you do not have to pretend anymore
Those clothes still left at yours
Whether or not I go get them
No longer makes any difference
It has long been too late
So whether you stay or leave
Makes no difference
Continuing to drag on like this
And harming each other
Is not the way out
As long as it is not awkward the next time we meet
You can scold me for all you want
As it makes no difference
